Sometimes it's ok to HATE Auditions!!!!

I have been acting for a long time. I love acting. I am a good actor. I am a trained actor. AND I HATE AUDITIONS!!!!!! I really do. I just had a horrible audition earlier today. It was for a play I'd be perfect for. I had prepared for a week. I chose my audition wardrobe carefully and felt great walking into the room. Then I shook everyone's hands. And I became the most self conscious person on the face of the earth!